A sleepless night, i feel so bad that i can hardly breath. Whenever i am down or sad, Irene will automatically pop up in my mind, because she was always there for me. Gosh... i didn't know it is so hard to write out exactly how i feel. Tears are rolling down as i am typing.
All these while i have been concealing my emotions to my friends & family, don't want them worried about me. I kept my work coming. Giving all my best in my work and by all means make myself as tired as possible for each day, So that i could fall asleep easily. I only started jogging 5 months ago after my broke up, till today i am still jogging almost every single night. No one could really understand why i am doing this in a strict discipline, unknown to them is my cracked & bleeding heart. Awaiting 1 day that someone would guide me out of my misery.
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